Letters To You

The question was, who was "she" and who am "I"? From her willing kiss to a girl to the confusing hookups. All were too much to take in. Perhaps, such deeds directly question our identity, it makes our hearts heavy especially when you have been in a relationship half of your life with a 'so-called' right gender. But you never know the truth until the day you savor with ultimate certainty, till then it will be a fictional tale of some far. far land. What happens when you encounter and become the main character of some far, far land allegory? It trembles you from tip to toe and as an outcome, first, you embrace it passionately but with time fear lingers and it creeps in your mind, and you hurl it out of your system so fast that total detoxing never really happens. The sequence of on and off as well off and on relationships between two best friends brings a lot of drama to the story, which brought their kinship to the brink. It never stops making twists and turns and keeps us guessing about the true shade of this intricate relationship. This tale describes a most twisted behavior of our cognitive intellect where denials and acceptance are the two sides of the same coin and... love, discovery, social-stigma, healing, and hurt go hand-in-hand.