Amy Doremus

I Am Only This Surface Amy Doremus

I yearn for myself, but I am only ever disappointed and have not realized why prior to this moment. There is not enough of me to make myself appealing enough to be me. Before this book, I had not realized how little of myself there actually is. I was under the impression I was full of abundance, enough to fill up years without end or unease. Instead I hold onto anecdotes, trivia, knowledge, interests, ideas and run out of things to say quickly. These extras of myself are not me. They are little bits of information to shoot around to keep one mildly entertained. I have very little to say. There is not much to know.